i’m always down all the time in the summer as soon as i stop seeing people everyday i get so incredibly depressed and i can’t even do anything about it and i always want to feel wanted by other people but no matter how many friends i talk to it never really feels like anyone genuinely enjoys talking to me logically i don’t think that’s true but it eats at me until i just feel like i’m just dragging myself away and going through the motions of living without even living like people always look forward to the summer because no school and i do too, school stresses me out like anything else but it’s so frustrating being stressed as hell during the school year and then just feeling miserable and lonely in the summer i can’t win
hello i’ve been meaning to do this for ages
i’ve remade my blog here